Tuesday, January 27, 2015

I.

I am here again. 
I think the best time for me to update blog is everytime I using my laptop.

Found out that recently have no time to study at all.
I lost, sometimes.
Am I running on the right track?
The guilty moment ever is I did not manage well to do my IP with my partner.

So what? I still try to take time to do extra work on this.
At least, as OC, I am happy with what I do now.
I know what am I really doing.
The moment that you busy-ing on event rather than doing nothing.

You will learn many things as you never handle before.
This time just being a treasurer.
After experienced, I wish to be a director of the event.
Ya, think big so that you able to achieve big.

Will seek for advice from somebody first before that.
In the other way, I am still thinking I am taking risk.
But who knows, high risk high return. aha.

I am year 3 students already, final year. 
If everything can restart for my university life. 
I would choose to join the club at the beginning
so that can become OC many time with different positon.

However, we know that there is no IF exist.
Just let it be.
So I have no regret this time.
Make every decision with no regret.
That's your life. It's my life.


I have to get back to my normal life, get back to the right track soon.
Please get out from my mind as soon as possible.
I don't want every puzzle full of my mind.


It's crazy, when you want to concentrate,
then something pop out from your mind.
Horrible, terrible, vegetable..
pray hard.... :)


Get back my life soon.

Monday, January 19, 2015

H.

是的 刚忙完了一部分的事情
总觉得 只要认真做事
时间可以过得很快 很快

最懊恼的是 朋友有事
你不能在他身边
你能做的只是 做一些无能为力的事
如果可以 谁不想一伸手就能拉住对方
不要轻易放开任何一个人 如果你了解他

安慰究竟能给人多大的帮助
我不懂 至少我觉得极其微小
好好珍惜眼前 活在当下
你不会知道下一秒谁在 谁不在
每一个你们都要过得好好的 好吗

又是一个新的学期
新加坡之旅过了
我安全归来了
新机破 我会再回去的
我们又没有见到面了
我知道 你现在已经在新加坡了
有缘 我们一定会相遇的 下次见
好吗

算一算 好像快要毕业了
快要三年了
而你也不在已经快要四年了
究竟这个家 怎么撑 也撑过来了
在没有你的状况下

你还会出现吗 什么时候
两父子都一样
还是我得说 一家人都一样
不一样的只是 我们多了自制
你们少了自制
只要大家都平安 那就够了
血浓于水 是无法改变的事
我仍然在等着大家一家团圆的日子
一直都在等

希望自己接下来的日子都能够越过越好
不会刻意去选择抽身 更不会可以去想太多
可能因为有事情忙吧
所以我现在的生活都过得蛮好
不要怪我 偶尔还是会逃避一些人事物
不要逼我 我们这样 大家都很好 就够了

每次都是这样 深夜不睡在这写诗


既然我快乐 那么你也快乐吧
这样子大家都是快乐的人类了

Trust me. Believed me. I am fine now.
At least now. ;)